Thursday, July 24, 2008

Been OT-ing consecutively for the past 2 days. Come up with an excuse to escape from OT-ing today. Been doing the same thing assigned by my supervisor for both days..leaving other colleagues stuff pending as she want me to put her stuff in the first place and cant dont other people's stuff. Causing me to be sorry for not able to help them. Though the task i'm doing seems easy.Just consolidating datas but there're too many parts and the date range is too wide, from march till now. Everyday after work my eyes will be red but for this two days its not just red, i can feel the pain when i rub lightly. I guess i overwork my eyes. Yet i still cant finish it. Still have to continue tomorrow. I was super pissed when my supervisor called me over at 4plus on wednesday to ask me help her do this. She wanted me to complete it on that day. I replied her i will try my best. Its so obvious that i cant possibly finish it within one and a half hours before 6. So i stayed to do. Till around 7plus, she called and ask about the progress. I told her its immpossible to complete it. At that point of time i'm still kinda pissed and what she replied me make me even more pissed. She said, "since u cant finish, you help me retrieve WD report". WTH You already know i cant finish still asked me do other things!?!?! I really dont know what she's thinking. My friend was shocked when she saw my black face. I hardly show black face outside so you can imagine how pissed i am. Did i mention she thought i call my cousin?! Out of a sudden she called me and asked i call my cousin is it? Asked her why, she just say she thought i call my cousin. Thought i complain to my cousin!!? Yesterday something similar happen again. She called me to go over again when I was trying to complete everything fast. Guess what!? She ask me go over just to photocopy things for her!! Here i'm rushing the things for you, yet you still want me to do other things. Okie fine..i did it for her. Till around 3 i manage to complete for suzhou's file so called to ask whether there's other stuff as on wed she already said there's another file after i complete this. She asked me to do other stuff first..after her meeting she'll tell me what to do!! Hello..trying to waste my time!?!Obviously i will need to stay back and do again. Work doesnt seems to go smoothly for me. Today as usual i cont' doing my stuff. This temp girl come up new pattern again. The invoices are piling up. From last week till now she haven sort finish and mail all out which have to be done every week. Till today its already 2 big stack already then come and find me ask me to sort together with her. I cant possibly help since my sup already said i cant do other stuff. And most importantly i cant waste the effort of my colleague who have been helping me to put the invoices on her table for this 2-3 weeks to lighten my workload as supposingly the temp also have help out but she never. Is not like i never sort 2 big stacks alone before. I even have to sort and match the invoices for one particular company when she doesnt even need to do it as only i know how to. When i needed her help, she didnt help. She expect me to help now!?! At first i will feel that i'm selfish and gulity for not helping her, but today i wont already. Cos sorting and mailing only need her 1-2hours yet she can just leave the invoices to pile and dont wanna find time to sort it during office hours and maybe stay back awhile to do her other stuff. I can only find true peace when i chat with him over the phone. Peace and relax for awhile..maybe just 20 minutes or so. Its better than nothing. At least it helps to change my bad mood. Always my hero @ 9:49 PM