Sunday, June 29, 2008

Have been neglecting my blog recently due to my work, LAZINESS and "weekdays computer phobia". I wont touch my com when i reach home after work unless necessary as i've enough of it during work. Sitting in front of the com for the whole day causes me to have blood shot eyes after work. Meet up with Ina last weekend at downtown for lunch. Headed to tamp to get some girl's stuff. Slack at starbucks for nearly 2 hours and talk about stuff that we dont usually chat about. Told her lots of stuff that i dont just share with anyone. I just felt comfortable telling her. I love this heart-to-heart talk with her. She make me realise something that i never realised. So its good to have one once in awhile. Have been going K-session quite often lately with my singing khakis,weiqin and beng. But yesterday was JT instead of beng cos he didnt book out. Hardly had chance to sing with JT so yesterday he was the performer of the day. He sing till his voice turn hoarse. We had alot of fun esp me and weiqin due to JT's performance. We laugh non-stop when he imitate Jam Hsiao. Will upload the videos when i finish uploading them.. I realised that i've been meeting him quite often lately. Unlike last time maybe only meet up once a month or so i guess. And for the past 4-5 months till now we had been either chatting over the phone, online or both almost everyday. Getting a phone call from him either in the morning or afternoon is like becoming a habit. We can chat for like an hour on the phone..if also add up those like 5,10mins..15mins..sometimes one day got 2hours i guess?! I also notice my mood for the whole day somehow got affected if he didnt call. Just like last thursday somehow i'm abit sian for the whole day till the moment his name appear on my hp at around 11pm. Even though it was just a very short call asking me to watch something, my mood just changed. Also i'll check my phone very often..worrying that i missed his call when i was away from my desk. I will call back immediately when i know i missed his call. I just dont like this part of me!!! Oh ya i've also become his human alarm clock to wake him up whenever we're going out. There's once i purposely dont wake him up and true enough he OVERSLEPT. Somehow I was put on blame for this. I think he took for granted that is a must for me to wake him up. Why am i doing all these??!? What's happening to me??!? Always my hero @ 10:14 PM