Monday, October 22, 2007 |
Quarrel with my bro last night. He's very unhappy that we ask him to go my dad place everyday and now it's my turn to go down once a week. He keep banging this banging that when we told him. I really cannot bare with all the bangings he's doing so i went to ask him what's the thing that he's so unhappy about?!?! And i said out those things that I've kept to myself for very long. Cant help i cried again..my mum kept quiet but i know she's crying too. This time round i nearly fainted. Have i done the wrong thing to ask him go my dad place just like what I've been doing for nearly 2 years?? I guess I'm really very wrong. I should have keep everything to myself and continue doing the same routine. When my dad was in SGH, its me who go almost everyday. Its me again when he's in ang mo kio rehab centre.Now here, its also me. I'm not being calculative or what..In the first place, he's the one who said so confidently that he will go everyday for sure before my dad move to his current place. Then now, ask him go like it's gonna kill him. The number of times he had been going down for this 2 year plus..cant even compare to mine for one year. I'm not a ROBOT..I'm a HUMAN. I will feel tired also. How i wish i could just sleep till everything i've loss has been replenish.
Always my hero @ 5:01 PM
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