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| Saturday, October 27, 2007 |
 Its been a busy week for me though its the first week of school. We are being scheduled one and a half days per week for major project BUT we seems to be doing it everyday from morning till late afternoon. That idiot keep increasing the number of experiment we have to do in order to "fully utilised the whole piece of meat". He doesn't seems to see that we still have other subject's projects to do. We cant voice these out cos if any of us says it..that person sure will kanna from him. Arghhh!!
Till wednesday then i know that for Food service & managment(FSM) the groups will only have 4 memebers(manager, asst manager and cooks)..which means i'm gonna be the only girl in Chris(e "handsome" leader) group!?! I never thought that he will ask me to join his group. I thought he will ask yong ren as he's closer with him.I still duno wad's my position though. To certain extend its a good thing to be with him but its a bad thing too.
Always my hero @ 3:03 PM
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| Monday, October 22, 2007 |
Quarrel with my bro last night. He's very unhappy that we ask him to go my dad place everyday and now it's my turn to go down once a week. He keep banging this banging that when we told him. I really cannot bare with all the bangings he's doing so i went to ask him what's the thing that he's so unhappy about?!?! And i said out those things that I've kept to myself for very long. Cant help i cried again..my mum kept quiet but i know she's crying too. This time round i nearly fainted.
Have i done the wrong thing to ask him go my dad place just like what I've been doing for nearly 2 years?? I guess I'm really very wrong. I should have keep everything to myself and continue doing the same routine.
When my dad was in SGH, its me who go almost everyday. Its me again when he's in ang mo kio rehab centre.Now here, its also me. I'm not being calculative or what..In the first place, he's the one who said so confidently that he will go everyday for sure before my dad move to his current place. Then now, ask him go like it's gonna kill him. The number of times he had been going down for this 2 year plus..cant even compare to mine for one year.
I'm not a ROBOT..I'm a HUMAN. I will feel tired also. How i wish i could just sleep till everything i've loss has been replenish.
Always my hero @ 5:01 PM
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| Wednesday, October 17, 2007 |
Break down last night. Cried out really hard..till i had difficulty breathing. Dont intend to let my mummy know I'm crying but she walk into the room when i was covering my eyes with towel. It got worse when she sit beside me and pat my back. I just cant control myself..not only b'cos of what happen just now..think its also because i hold back for too long?! or maybe too stress up?!?!
This morning my eyes was like puffer fish..really dont wish to go out with it but no choice have to do MP. Think my groupmates notice it!?! Though i hope not!! Wasnt in the mood to do things but still have to do..no appetite to eat too..might be due to the super hot weather. My whole body feels very uncomfortable..having muscle ache now. Think i gonna have fever soon.
Always my hero @ 8:46 PM
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| Wednesday, October 10, 2007 |
Tommorrow will be the proposal interview. Hope it will be an easy one. From what i've heard, its very easy and fast. I just realise that my right leg is not only sunburn..its swollen too!!Burn till swollen..believe it?!?!
Always my hero @ 2:25 PM
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| Friday, October 05, 2007 |
Got to watch Resident evil:Extinction for FREE!! Thanks to my mum's colleague. She picked up a ticket for 2 at the AXS when she's paying her bill. The machine printed out the movie tix instead of her payment receipt. We wasnt sure if the tix is valid as IC or hp no is required when you book thru AXS..which mean the person could have tried to call GV to report and cancel it. In the end we still went and manage to get in. heehee Before my mum gave me the tix, i was thinking that the seats should be K05 & 06 when i was checking online. Surprisingly, i got it right!!hahaha When meeting ina on bus, she asked me to show her the tix. And she told me that she guessed that the seats will be K. Cool ya!?!?
It's time to change my background music again. This time round is an old song by H.O.T. Its from their 3rd album in 1999. Back then they haven't disband yet.They are my very first favourite artist. BUT they disbanded in 2001.
Always my hero @ 2:35 AM
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| Monday, October 01, 2007 |
Met up with Ina first to collect my JaeJoong's designed tee at town before heading down to doby gaut to meet susu. She din know that Ina will be watching movie with us. So ina came out wih an idea on how to show up in front of susu. I'm bad at faking but still it worked out. Had carl's junior for dinner. As usual i cant finish it.
Intended to watch Underdog but didnt in the end cos of yahoo's movie showtimes. It was stated there that there' one at 7.40 but when we were queuing or tix e sales told us the last show is a 6. I was like awww...!! So our next choice is Balls of fury. Its a nice show..funny and GAY!
Always my hero @ 11:55 PM
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