Friday, March 24, 2006 |
Went to visit my dad wif my grandma.He's still e same...no progress for his leg. he said how long we live is zhu ding de...now he like dat die nvm but now he's nt and will oni be a burden to us. How can he say tis!! i noe now he's oso very xin ku but....haiz...i tried to control my tears inside till i go outside to wait for my bro to come and my grandma go bk first...while waiting for my bro i cant stop myself from cryin. To stop my tears i go downstairs walk rd and buy a chocolate crossiant and 2 M&M thn go bk again...i sit outside and eat listen song...i stop cryin for awhile...i listen song to stop myself from tinkin wad my dad said juz now but after awhile cant stop myself from tinkin again...my tears start again.Ard 8 my bro came...i totally break down...thn my bro go in see my dad first...i went in after i stop cryin but when i go in i saw my bro cryin and again i cried...
e doc told my mum dat my dad's leg nt totally cant recover, there's still chances dat he will...juz dat it takes time...need to go for wu li zhi liao...I trust dat he sure will recover...i have faith in him!Fighting!Fighting!
Always my hero @ 10:16 PM
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