Friday, March 24, 2006

Went to visit my dad wif my grandma.He's still e same...no progress for his leg. he said how long we live is zhu ding de...now he like dat die nvm but now he's nt and will oni be a burden to us. How can he say tis!! i noe now he's oso very xin ku but....haiz...i tried to control my tears inside till i go outside to wait for my bro to come and my grandma go bk first...while waiting for my bro i cant stop myself from cryin. To stop my tears i go downstairs walk rd and buy a chocolate crossiant and 2 M&M thn go bk again...i sit outside and eat listen song...i stop cryin for awhile...i listen song to stop myself from tinkin wad my dad said juz now but after awhile cant stop myself from tinkin again...my tears start again.Ard 8 my bro came...i totally break down...thn my bro go in see my dad first...i went in after i stop cryin but when i go in i saw my bro cryin and again i cried... e doc told my mum dat my dad's leg nt totally cant recover, there's still chances dat he will...juz dat it takes time...need to go for wu li zhi liao...I trust dat he sure will recover...i have faith in him!Fighting!Fighting! Always my hero @ 10:16 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

My dad's getting better...juz dat he still cant move his leg but he can feel e pain all dat...e doc oso cant do anth. he sae to monitor. we cried when visiting him...first is my mum thn infuence mi...thn when my bro arrived he cry oso which influence my mum and mi to cry again...i try very hard to control my tears but still......we don wanna let him see us cry so my mum told him we go eat evening thn come visit him again...went wif my grandma and aunty in e evening...he's tired wanna slp so we stay for awhile thn go back le... Hope his leg will be better each day... Always my hero @ 11:01 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Juz come back from the hospital...my dad's operation was successful =)) but he haven regain concious yet and still under observation cos there's possibility dat he may get stroke or paralyse...my bro cried when my dad's goin into e operation theatre and b'cos of him, mi and my mum cried oso...i tink is b'cos my dad wave byebye to him which cause him to cry?!?! the operation was rd 4-5hrs...e waitin time can kill mi...its like years waiting outside...later in e evening will go visit him again...hope everything will be fine!! Always my hero @ 3:57 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Actually planned to go watch Big Momma's Hse 2 and eat dinner with adrian they all todae but last min......haiz dunno wanna sae liao...kanna fang fei ji...thn last min ask shu mei out...went princess to watch The Shaggy Dog...the movie is funny...no regrets watchin it... thn went Long John...sit there eat and chit chat...though is nth much but i enjoy myself =)) thx sm for accompanying mi Always my hero @ 7:22 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Haven been blogging for quite sometime cos workin at expo book fest. e job juz sucks man...at hm i'm like a "princess", go there i'm a like SERVANT...carry tis carry dat do tis do dat and they hav tis rule dat u cannot sit down when u work. nt even a min...stand until my feet and back hurts like hell...worse the place is so cold...no choice i stand at the back of the booth to "block" the air con but the full time auntie sae cannot stand behind ask mi go stand in front thn in e end she herself stand BEHIND. WHY temp staff always kanna bully by full time staff?!?! to show off? or is fun to bully us? nt goin to work for em on e 20th[last day]...don wanna be coolie for packin anymore and also cos my dad is admitting into the hospital on dat day for his operation on the 21st...trust mi NEXT TIME NO MORE EXPO WORK FOR MI!! Exam results out le...i passed all!!! didnt expect it...and i improved...abit better thn sem 1 though nt my alot...but i'm sad my maths get c+ other thn dat still ok 4C+ 2Ds and 1B Always my hero @ 12:35 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Spent my b'day wif my mum...went to seoul garden for our lunch at bugis...after dat walk ard shop shop...bought a jeans and a tee from girdano, a tee from puremilk..etc i tink mi alone spent ard 200+ ...my mum didnt buy anth =p thn went tm red earth to buy facial products...thn my mum's fren, my so called godma came to join us...cos next day hav to work so we shop for rd 2hrs thn go hm le received a no. of presents...a softtoy from xuan they all, jeans and clothes from my mum, a 4 leaf clover hp strap and necklace from my "godma" and DBSK discs from my cousin...thx all =)) Always my hero @ 11:13 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Enjoyed ourselves yesterday. Me, xueying and ina. Went orchard wif Ina first to help beng buy present for xy...bought tis little turtle thingy for my bag...its so cute!!!for xy's present we bought a piglet keychain...thn meet up wif xy and watched pink panther. e show was quite funny and not much storyline...juz for laugh. For dinner, we went Pepper Lunch...tis my 2nd time there...e food served was nice. Ina bought me and xy a "tiramisu" from mos burger as our b'day cake...i like it. thx :)) tis e first time my fren celebrate my b'day for mi...i really appreciate it :) e training at popular was ok...when e first speaker was talking i wanted to slp but cannot cos he keep lookin at mi so i hav to maintain eye contact...e next speaker was better...e way he speaks is more fun...sat there for 3 hrs...makes my back aches and is so uncomfortable...e chair is so hard... Always my hero @ 9:05 PM